tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8453527800109239642024-03-07T19:34:06.601-08:00DISCOTHEQUE-ESQUEThe bitterness inside for so long I tried to hide. Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10733249077276378989noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-845352780010923964.post-88850966563786585472013-07-05T18:29:00.000-07:002013-07-05T18:29:52.285-07:00Checkered Flames<div style="text-align: center;">
Burn the candle at both ends, avoiding the yearly comas</div>
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Untied loose ends, Living the moment till it's over</div>
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Seeking forever an answer, judged and pressed down</div>
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Upon finding a place in our generation, I need a relation.</div>
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Standing on thin ice, all alone in isolation. </div>
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I have frights, knowing everything comes with a price</div>
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Life is taken it's toll , I'm rolling the dice.</div>
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Only to live in surveillance, desperate to get over the fence.</div>
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I'm running out of time, why am I so intense.</div>
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I am growing and changing, forgetting I made it.</div>
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The game has changed, evolving till I'm lit. </div>
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I look for the future with a re-imagined past</div>
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Start a new, love me forever for ever last. </div>
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I'm questioning everything, ever so curious.</div>
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I knowing want to know, ever so serious. </div>
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I've become more bitter than I could ever dream</div>
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Yet it's hard to take it all serious in this delusional realm.</div>
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Less is less stress, more is more pain for me to guess.</div>
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Let me push to the test, again I rest my case. </div>
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The world is above my feet, yet too blind believe it.</div>
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I need a push , a wake up call to really feel it. </div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10733249077276378989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-845352780010923964.post-44499091406863046682013-05-05T13:42:00.001-07:002013-05-05T13:42:12.086-07:00One Year<div style="text-align: center;">
Sometimes I feel like a stranger. It is a sign I'm growing up later.</div>
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I wasn't sure how to live, I wasn't somebody that wanted to give.</div>
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But these changes have occurred to me recently. There's been changes, many many changes. </div>
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I feel all these changes, exchanging through the ages, as I was caged and raging. </div>
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Now I finally realize, what you mean. Everything happens for a reason. </div>
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I read your thoughts, I know what everyone is thinking. </div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10733249077276378989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-845352780010923964.post-54810835410467671862012-05-18T12:10:00.001-07:002013-05-05T13:46:19.644-07:00Double Standards<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">A dual complex, I won’t settle for less<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Inside out, I’m a mind game compressed<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Outside in, I’l portray you a deep ocean<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span"><span style="font-family: inherit;">A portrait of </span>paranoia<span style="font-family: inherit;"> that’s always in motion<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">These things were never meant to thrive<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">How will I ever survive?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">These things were never meant to last<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Chasing each other into an endless vast<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">When does it start when does it end<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Maybe I should just pretend<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">15 words per second, my mind is electric<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">5 beats per second, my heart is eccentric<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Yet I can’t hear yours cause I’m in a drift<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Drifting away from you cause that’s my gift<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I could sell my soul to the devil<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Cause my mind is alert and on that level<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Zoning out onto distant Neptune.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Cold against my Gemini Moon.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"> </span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10733249077276378989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-845352780010923964.post-71046391101953299952012-05-18T12:01:00.000-07:002013-03-04T16:24:59.189-08:00Envying<br />
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I was giving you everything I thought you deserved</div>
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With my trust and
fairness I knew you couldn’t bare it</div>
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My boxed gifts were never meant for you or myself</div>
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They were
meant for someone else. </div>
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But you kept
asking for it, playing the same old childish game. </div>
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What do want
from me? Just leave me be as the same.</div>
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See through my
justified ways, you could not face the truth. </div>
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Wanting
something you thought you could never get from me, I'm still confused. </div>
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My patience was too much for your needy greed. </div>
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wouldn’t share that with someone as selfish as you, indeed.</div>
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In the end I was the
closed door, close-minded, blinded, just me.</div>
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In search for my muse,
and no it wasn’t you.</div>
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All I ever asked was for the cherry blossoms from that tree.</div>
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And you wanted to cut
it down let it fall on me.</div>
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To see me put down to the ground to satisfy your low self-esteem.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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In the end you always were the more fulfilled one but you still had the drive</div>
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To see an empty guy get
broken and ruin his life.</div>
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All I ever wanted was a perfect symmetry, but you tried to limit me.</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10733249077276378989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-845352780010923964.post-55392484386673766872012-05-04T12:58:00.001-07:002013-03-04T16:41:11.781-08:00Action Flux<div style="text-align: center;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I'll admit it and I won't lie, the rage that could get you on the front page has got to me recently, like a jigsaw piece it completes me perfectly. People often misjudge me, but it runs in my blood </span><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">intensively.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I'm restless, I'm energetically desperate , compressed stress of emotional aggressiveness . I won't settle for less, I'm hesitant , blood rushing in an instant I'm negligent. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Pumping my fist as if I'm pissed at modern lovably youth I find so hard to co-exist with. Collapse on one knee and slit a wrist? Well </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">you get the rest of the gist.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> Pretending outside with a stuck-up face, running at a fucked-up pace like a citizen about to erase, my head in the air zoning out I'm looking into far distant space, daydreaming still I barely remember how to tie a shoe-lace.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">It's the only place that would put me at ease and make feel at grace, feeling like I'm flying above the human race, when in reality I'm realizing I'm drowning into another angst phase.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Now I'm not gonna cut my own ear off and give it, I just like to live it like no one else did it, I make the most of it within my free spirit like I'm with it.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> I was born to paint this plain bleak industry like I'm on ecstasy , make it look bad n pretty instead of throwing another hissy but my patience is growing thinly. It doesn't make me a sissy, jee! look listen I just want to make life easy and express my artistry until I'm spinning dizzy.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I'm only young just out of my teens still with ripped-up spit-on split like-a-git I-just-jizzed on-cigarette-buds-stuck-on-my denim's jeans, can't keep too much in a glass bottle I rather spill the beans with the sauce and cause a scene as I'm lacking nicotine.I don't mean to be mean buts it's all I can be. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">But it's okay I know myself to be extra clean, I'm not a mean war veteran killing machine even though I'll like too, I just get extra jumpy n pushy from drinking way to much energy drinks caffeine </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">At least somehow I try, to show everyone in the world including I, the worlds worth it, it's not worth to die. It's worth living the real life especially when worlds collide, so take a fresh step outside with your eyes open wide, take some pride there's no need to hide. Are you blind? I'm still standing right there at your side.</span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10733249077276378989noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-845352780010923964.post-75525660017913023192012-05-03T06:54:00.002-07:002012-05-04T17:10:39.516-07:005 W'S and a H<div style="text-align: center;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><b>Who?</b></span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><b>Where?</b></span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><b>What?</b></span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><b>Why?</b></span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><b>When?</b></span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><b>How?</b></span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Need to ask yourself these kind of questions if you wants to know what exactly you want to write about . Information is useful.</span></span></div>
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